HeartBreak Hotel

I was reading some random peoples Tumblrs about break ups.. hearts are broken all around the world. and I swore I would never be that girl..but its happened.. and I honestly dont know what to do. I keep hearing “he’ll be back”. but I know him…and he is not coming back. I just wonder sometimes.. WHAT DID I DO?.. I guess I will never truly know. and maybe I didnt even do anything.. Wasted my time.. thats about it.. Let him get a little too close.. he has 100% of my trust.. even now.. no matter what he does ill always trust him more than anyone else.. and.. I do not want him back because he took advantage of me..used me..misled me.. and completely changed who I am.. I just have to get back.. to who I was before him.. ILL BE OKAY..I have to be..Its really not an option.. oh and I hope shes a WHORE :)